Wednesday, 1^st December 2004 | 1:57 PM
New month moodiness

SO... new month. But here's a recap of what happened last week. We had a stocktake over the whole weekend. Although the tasks were simple, the process was still exhausting.

A man I know said this to me last week. He'd casually asked if I would be thinking of getting married any time soon. I said no. He asked, "Why not?"

"Because no one wants me," I replied, only half in jest.

"You've gotta be kidding. No one wants someone as pretty as you?"

I don't know if he was only teasing me, as he usually was. But just for an instant there I almost melted at his words and wished he wasn't the devoted husband and father of two that I know he was.

Sigh.

So today I'm starting to have those thoughts which run along the lines of "another year's passing by, what have I done and where do I want to be..". Indulging in some moody soul-searching. Bleh.

Also wishing I had more time on my hands right now. So much work to do, I'm not even sleeping properly. I'm so physically exhausted, yet I'm having insomnia and my RLS is plaguing me with a vengeance.

Damn it all. I need a freakin' holiday.

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