I'm quite anxious in that I don't have time to go to the gym, but I'm trying to fit in exercise at home now. Going to the gym seems too much hassle to me at the moment. The nearest women's gym is about an hour away from home, and to consider the fact that I have to lug stuff across the country on public transport and all - it just doesn't appeal to me. Maybe I'm just lazy or giving myself excuses, or worse, on the verge of a total breakdown, but I'm so tired out from a long day at the office that having to dash off to the gym and end up going home even later just kills my enthusiasm. I sort of love the gym better than working out at home - the gym has better equiment than what I have at home. But it's just difficult to squeeze time for it beyond the weekends.

So I'm planning 20-min walks daily at home on my air-walker thingy (once I have enough to spare, I'm getting a new treadmill or something) for this week, and increasing it to hopefully 30 minutes for next week. Mileage wise, I hope to do 15km by Sunday. I would love to be able to wake up early to workout before I get ready for work, but right now just to get to work at 8.30am, I need to wake up at 6am so that I can leave the house and catch the bus at 7am. I need to get my act together and be better disciplined about time.